I went to a party last night…well that was a mistake…
So it was my friends party last night and it was good to start with and then it got to about 9.30pm and I was sat out with a few friends when these two lads came over and basically spent 5 minutes insulting me saying, none of my friends like me, they don’t just hate me the loath me and if they were the last people on earth they would rather slit their throats. So I basically felt like shit but I didn’t want to bring the party down so I just pretended to be fine and I wasn’t but it’s good that people believed me because I don’t cry in front of people.
Then I took a cardigan because we were outside and it was in my bag and I went to get it, but this lad was wearing it, and I said to him can I have it back and he was like ‘It’s yours!” and I was like yes, then he threw it off say “oh god, oh god!” again people asked if I was OK again I pretended and said yes.
Then my friends and a few lads were talking and one lad said “She too loud and fat”, right to be fair I don’t know if they were actually talking about me but I took an educated guess and decided that they were because, one I was the only fat person there because all my friends are really thin and two because everyone was saying that I was too loud. All the lads agreed with him then my friends aw don’t she’s really nice which cheered me up a bit but still it made me feel shit, I didn’t have any more alcohol left and it made me feel like I shouldn’t go to my prom because my dress makes me look fat, well it doesn’t make me look fat because I am already fat it just highlights my fat! Oh god just want to sit here and cry all day…
